You Make Me Feel Good.

Sunday, January 30, 2005

@ 11:59 PM

what's with love???

yeah what's with love? i don't understand..

well, at least, su yi got her heart transplant and she got married with yichen!!! i felt so happy for them on friday when i watched the show!! hehe...and i got to watch the repeat this afternoon again!! wOohOO~* =) =) =) nice ending! and i love the way yichen proposed!!!!!!

went to watch the funkamania 2005 dance competition with benghong...haha..yeap yeap. just happened to have him to come along. the dance items...wOohOo! the gals wore till very *qingliang* . haha..feast for bH's eyes.. =P sharlene's group, NRA altitude wore adidas track suit. must be very hot.. and they danced very well...come on...champion leh!!! yeaH. they won the competition..!! so happy for her!! went to hug her and she is quite bony to me. haa..

and i must say sorry to benghong? haha hope that drawing helped. i guess it did~* difficult to zap. so might as well just draw another piece for him! =) haha...made him wait quite long. actually he also didn't wait la. he was watching the dance items before i arrived..i missed the first 5 grps.. haha.. we managed to squeeze to the front for a better view... =) then after competition we just walked to the busstop. we waited for the green light for nothing. i think that was quite dumb. =P haha.. oh his hair. no more to spike... suddenly rem his bird hair in SAJC...very cute. the head very big because of the hair...haha..

erm. the wonderful couple in my eyes have broken up. man..that's the problem.. so loving and the bond that was once so strong can be broken within such a short period of time. love fades away...where else can we find everlasting love? perhaps there has always been no everlasting kinda love. it only exists in fairy tales and tv dramas... i dunno...

Thursday, January 27, 2005

@ 1:55 PM

i really hate to see *su yi* die... just watched the repeat of triumph in the skies...cried so badly!! ahh.. last night was so tired i slept at 11pm.. it's like 3 hours early than other days.. so gotta watch the repeat.. i simply think that su yi and yichen are a great match!! very heart-warming to see them together...i always smile when i watch the scenes of them together..very sweet. yet she's dying..now my sleeve is thoroughly soaked with my tears. a teenager and a mature guy being together really generates a lot of sparks! ermm... that didn't qi3 fa1 me a lot la..haha.. last episode tonight!! guess so...epi 40 already. i want su yi to find her heart transplant!!!!

going to watch sharlene's dance item at civics plaza tmr night~* hope things are ok between her and joseph..though i dunno what happened exactly...but they are always so loving...hope they can tide through this period..=) i have company to watch with me!! yeah..

been down with the coughing bug since last monday...one week plus had past and there's still no improvement!! often cough until i guess my stomach & my lungs are coming through my mouth! =P i couldn't take it anymore...so i finally went to see family doctor mr chok last night. haha..his first sentence was "i very long never see u already!" hahaha...so i replied "of course, i m a healthy girl.." =P yeah. hope the medicine is like *xian dan* so i won't cough into my friend's face tomorrow!! haha..

"watashi no senkoo wa chuugoku kenkyu desu!"

Monday, January 24, 2005

@ 3:48 PM

xin yue tuan is great! watched their concert on friday...and of cos, i taped it down..hehe.. ah xin's voice was terrific that day!! maybe the first time that he could sing so well throughout a whole mini concert. oh! the singapore concert was better of course.. =P

these few days. how should i begin. saturday was rather bad at first. suddenly felt miserable after i got home from tuition. started sobbing. haha...damn bad feeling. like there's a hole right through my heart. what's wrong? i ask myself. no answer. or rather, the answer is too vague. everything just came rushing to my brain. all the stuffs that will make one's heart ache... loneliness, the grief over someone who's gone, the painful remarks that came from own family members....the only way was to cry of course. haha..and it helped. going through this period of unbalanced emotions now...i have to tide over this crisis!! and i need a change...and this change is coming tomorrow..~* hehe..

then i started reading this book call "baby! oh baby!" haha...nice book!! continued from where i left.. and i actully spent the whole day reading it. no tv no food. just the book. my heart went with annie. felt so sad for her that Jake's heart could not embrace her because he still loves his wife who's dead very dearly.. it's a good book!! romance.........haha...oh and some rather detailed description of their *ahem* sex. =P

watched twins effect 2 and also the incredibles over the past few days. i spent my 5-day break just like that. a good book. 2 good and funny shows. and yah, mum went to johor on sat..she bought a dress for me..nicey! haha..a green dress! just what i wanted...=P the war between us was put to an end on thursday...did i mention that? hee..

Thursday, January 20, 2005

@ 3:37 PM

hahahahahhahahhahah.......i can't stand it!!! takuya and sanma akashiya tried to film beyonce's mtv on their own~* damn farni!! and they played stoopid games... made me really laugh and tear like mad... =P oh, and takuya looked really pretty disguising as beyonce..haha!

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

@ 11:57 PM

and NOW!!! haha..i thought of letting my fringe grow..but michelle cut it for me..! yeap. quite like it when i style it properly.. =P like this one!! (mom is treating like nothing has happened and is being kind and soft to me again. oh man. i m going nuts at home.)

@ 11:55 PM

THEN..taken last november...long fringe covering my eyes...

@ 9:40 PM

woah....how great is this?? let's listen. bidded for chinese tutorial DO2..jeanie got it but i didn't. so i bidded for DO4 today..the one that i wanted at the very beginning.. din choose it during my first round of bidding(i don't know why i did not)...and i can't get it now!! how great!! bloody hell. really din feel like clicking onto DO6; odd thursdays 4 to 6 pm...thursday is supposed to be my free day...so now every alternate thurs have to go for just a wonderful and relaxing 4pm to 6pm class...but i clicked on it in the end. that's my only only choice left now. only 10 ppl in that class...and once i clicked onto it it said "class successfully allocated" how efficient~

the above paragraph was typed in a 100% sarcastic tone.

odd thursdays....a studying day in school...self revision....breathe in breath out....violet, calm down..........walk-in manual tutorial registration...should i try that?

my hair is short...my fringe rather...haha...

ahhhh...i m sick with the coughing. it starts whenever i get home. there's a person who has been coughing since last week. i suspect she's the one who passed the bacteria to me. who's that? yeah. the one who just nag at u all day long and just loves to say all the unpleasant things into your ears!! oh yah, she can never sense that someone has been angry with her for many days.. and just when you are about to make peace with her, she will say the most unwanted things again!!!!!!!how great is she....is she simply dumb or what. i can't love and hate her at the same time. i can only say this. i hate her this week.

Monday, January 17, 2005

@ 1:06 AM

oh!! i just found this!! hee..

Sunday, January 16, 2005

@ 10:45 PM

my first tuition period yesterday... meifang is my student.. and we did only english yesterday...her vocabulary is very poor...so we only managed to do 2 exercises and explained clearly to her the meanings of those words... she could remember them if i asked her more than twice. haha.. most ppl can i guess.. yeap. gave her 10 spelling words. next week will be the quiz and i hope she can get the meanings right as well!! shall emphasize on vocab and her speech...

went town..not that in a mood to shop yet so went to party world for ktv with p.s jeanie and andrew... not bad..had fun there!! the ducky very noisy... it gets quite scary when the person driving and the person beside him are playing with a toy duck that can sing.................. i felt my life being threatened...hahaha...joking~*

just watched the asean tiger cup..started watching at the 52nd minute.. the ch was adjusted so i just continued watching... lotsa rolling on the ground and kicking...the indonesians kicked our footballers quite hard lo. stupid. oh and baihakki looks quite cute. hahah... and finally we won!! we won the tiger cup 2004!! =) felt really proud of singapore at that moment!!

i have a 3-day schooling timetable too...that is if i manage to get all the right tutorials.. jeanie said she will not slack...haha..i can't promise myself to say that too!! so make it a deal...thursday will be a day to still go to school..read up stuffs or what...the house is a terrible place to study in. but let's see if things will change this semester...

bought my dress yesterday at shibuya..i think i'll treat it more like a top.. but damn it. mum thinks it is too revealing. oh what the hell. i can't wear it for new year... that means i have to get another top...or dress... and i was so angry at her for what she said. she is sick yet she has all the energy to scold and nag at u.. i shall get a turtle neck long sleeve top. that will make her shut her trap well.

Thursday, January 13, 2005

@ 11:35 PM

soon after i blogged last night, i got reminded of the person i respect the most in the whole wide world.. and sure enough, guaranteed. a big cry followed. and i ended up with @.@ eyes today..haha..yeah. he's just looking at us from heaven... but i still can't really accept this loss. ah gong...come into my dream tonight. please...

oh yah..and mum bought me the diamond ear studs today!! =) =) =) thank you!!!

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

@ 11:16 PM

yeap yeap yeap!! viOLet is in good mood now~*

bought a top with jeanie in the school bazaar again...*shakes head* but jeanie bought 2! haha...lessen my guilt..=P but it's a bit tight for my arms.. mabbe can give to sis..haha..yea, jeanie. that's her wedding gift! =X kidding~

i got the tuition job too!! it's the sec 1 pupil! the pay is good~* so i must be a responsible tutor too! make the parents feel worth it to employ me..haha.. tuesdays and saturdays... i am starting the job this saturday~* and guess what. the student lives very near my godmum! haha...alight at the same bus stop...

the 2 lectures today are fun!! chinese history and japanese Language...i must say i love japanese language!! hohoho... i heard ppL say "jialat liao" haha...maybe not now..the worse will come as time passes... but i enjoyed the lecture today! it was fun!! i hope mr. okada will be my tutor...or ms otsuka...they seem to be very nice.. =) i hope i get all the 3 tutorial slots i want! only 1 choice is allowed for each slot...

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

@ 11:33 PM

i feeL blOated...and fat!! arH~* haha.. i want to shake off those fats... but "want" and "able to" is quite different....bleah.

and i wanna eat sushi buffet....sakae...haha! contradicting myself!

okie i am going on a shopping spree this saturday if my cousin is for it. i want a green dress...dress...haha..i am buying a dress. for new year and as well as for sister's rom... =)

ok the sunday wedding dinner wasn't that great...but i like the shark's fin served that night...hehe.. and the dessert was nice too! the yam paste thing...but hilton hotel is just different...the yam not as sticky as furama hotel's lor. easier for the waitress to serve to us.. haha.. oh, and i missed that charity show..wanted to watch it..nvm...shall watch the repeat.

sch started for me only today cos my monday is an off day~* history lecture was funny..haha..and the girl behind was called "crazy woman" by the lecturer for some funny reasons la. and she really laughed like one. terrible laughter i would say. =X haha! only met yy at the busstop...shall join her in the next lecture..meaning linda also.. =) yeah. hope yy takes the same history tut as me!

i sold my contemporary japan today! $15...not bad..at least will lessen my burden to buy japanese language materials! =) actually mom is the one who pays...=P and she promised to buy me my diamond ear studs just now~* cos godmum gave me some money last night...shall use it to buy my dress. she's very nice to me..really. love her! and mum too! and i really hope mum can cut down her nagging lor. =X

went to play at godmum's house yesterday!! because they have a new puppy!! called angie...a shih tzu~* haha...2 months old only...she bathed yesterday all because she got too smelly and i can't stand it. haha.. she's cute!! i trained her and she understood my hand signs...when i said "gigi, down....." with my hand going flat on the ground, she really lied down!! haha...good girl. she's very blur too...kept banging into furniture and the balcony glass pane. haha! think her hair is covering her eyes. mabbe i can play with it every monday...hehe..

takuya looks good when he ties half of his hair up..the messy type...=P and he won the bistro with shingo!! yippie!! i am already 2 episodes lagging for smapxsmap..! i will catch up on that!

and saw the news just now. bad days. the person got it all correct. the next disaster will hit america and europe. the imminent disaster. tsunami caused by volcano eruption..and recently floods, land slides huge waves have been noted!! yeap. it's coming already.. and regarding the japan and taiwan predicted case, i'm afraid it will come true too..

yeap. that's all! will be cutting down on my blogging.. all the readings to be done and blah blah blah for school work...

Saturday, January 08, 2005

@ 6:32 PM

yOz yoyo!! jeanie...the "my sista" refers to me huh? haha...should be lah... u and ps always say "luv ya!" haha.. let's wait for the day a third person says that to me~* =)

i finished watching *heaven's coin 3* already!! yeap yeap. another japanese drama...but uh uh..not takuya...haha.. it's this bunch of young actresses and actors...made me cry like every episode. the mute and deaf girl mahiru and the guy she loves dearly, Kazuki. but i hate to see hiroto lose mahiru too.. =( i watched it last year before the a's. but the last episode!! i missed it!! so borrowed from ryan this time round.. kazuki became a mute after the accident and operation...but in this way, kazuki and mahiru can really get closer to each other... "mo ichi do dake...shinjiru..."

i shall go and download cao meng's songs!! u know? the grasshoppers..haha! my mum likes them. that day she heard that "bao bei dui bu qi" she got so thrilled...hahaha...shall burn a cd for her... =) =)

actually....i think i chose the modules that i like this semester... the right modules... =) the most important thing. choose to study what you like. it's quite a torture to study what u hate. haha.. i want to do well!!! and mum warned me already...cut down on the tv programmes....aiyoh..

Friday, January 07, 2005

@ 4:59 PM

woah woah...cool down my friends...what on earth happened during these 2 days? i really have no idea man... i stayed at home for the past 2 days and enjoyed myself and my 2 best friends crying... ??

just came back from passing stuff to jeanie... andrew...i smack ur butt arH~ haha! =P so fast make her upset. good thing that everything's fine now.

p.s~* u too.. good thing you called jeanie.. at least not bottled up. but jeanie also say u did not tell her what happened..haha..

*i hope the big hornet goes away* it frightened me just now..it charged towards me before i went downstairs... =S

okok i completed 2 portraits in 2 days! jason's mom and dad...and another one is for my friend!! haha...my rate of productivity is increasing....=) producing portraits of course..

sent email to the cohort taking JS1101e just now. it took me so long to do that. the nus mailing system...urgh..i dunno how to use! selling my book at 15 bucks...11 dollars cheaper than co-op..i hope someone buys from me. it's so brand new! hahaha...din touch it at all. okok..i looked at the first page before.... haha!

and i called the tuition agency number (ps gave it to me!) on wednesday...immediately got job..haha...but it has to be further confirmed on next wed... but just now yvonne called to give me another job..discussed with ginny. yeah lo. the pay quite little for that job. 2 pri kids. one with 2 subx one with 3 subx. 4 hours in total per week...200 dollars. i took it because it's very near..clementi area too.. but just now yvonne called to say the parents don't want students so i m off the job. huh?! hmm... don't want students to teach..but the pay so pitiful already... i dunno...i shall wait for the sec 1 student then... i need the money.. the japanese language 1 requires 4 textbooks and i audio cd and 1 course pack. waH!! it's like 80++ =S

i actually thought about it for very long before i bidded for the jap language module.. i kept asking myself "do i really want to major in chinese??" "is it a good choice??" and i got very confused and quite fed up. in the end i think chinese should be the thing for me. don't think i can handle econs, psychology, sociology these kinda thing.. yeah lo. bLeah. so i bidded for jap language. it will take up the UE space so i can't dump the chinese modules there.. i asked joshua what is his ambition...he said fund manager...he's determined and very sure of what he wants..but not me...i told him i m worried about the prospects that comes with a chinese major. he replied " teacher loh" hahaha...yah...just teaching... and when i said "i hope ppl of the next generation continue to speak mandarin" he replied "i think not" haha! what is he saying! haha..looks like he's trying to discourage me..but actually no...it's just his way of speaking..haha..he said can go work in china embassy...yeah..not bad... major and do honours in Chinese...be a teacher...but what if MOE rejects me again!! urgh... violet. think no more!!

jeanie. remember i kicked and hurt my toe the last time i went your hse...? haha..my toe. the nerve injury made my toe sorta not straight anymore...gotta rub ointment..bleah.. =P

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

@ 1:44 AM

my whole body is aching...........that's what u get when you exercised vigorously without doing any warm-up before that.. =S

haha...sit also bUtt pain...when you going to sit down ur legs feel the stretch...my waist...hahaha...everywhere...hmmm...i have learnt my lesson~* =P

p.s!! hehehe...now we have new strategy against u already....we will always be lamer than you!!! *woah!! ur hse got electricity and floor!!* roti jOhn~* peter~* actually that's not lame lah. jeanie said it was funny...hahahha... yeah!! i told june about our strategy too!...hiak hiak hiak....=P

oh oh oh!! andrew...u read my blog...so fast..aiyoh. u don't feel bad or anything k? i had fun playing yesterday of course.. despicable...hmmm...you are definitely not, if not jeanie would not have chosen you!! haha.. but maybe in badminton game, abit. hOho!! =P if i learn the trick then i can be a bit despicable also...haha.. thanks for the goodies in your car...and also the often free rides... =) =) okie! time for the praising...i enjoy the car stunts you perform so0o0o0 frequently.. so exciting...!!! hahha...good enough?? =P i don't know you deeply down inside also lah. but you will be a very nice guy to my sister...right??? =) yeah. just treat her well...

okie. i have eaten lotsa food in the past 2 days...nasi lemak...pasar malam food...haha...omg. have to slim down in time for my sister's wedding...my blood sister rebecca okie.. feb..one and a half months to go!! and there's this wedding dinner on sunday!! very long never attend wedding dinner le...lemme see...the last one was year 2000. my goodness. haha! and i have to wear a dress.......=S must i??? sis got another order for me...jason's mum ask me to draw portriat of her and her husband..haha...i aim to be guo2 bao3 ji2 hua4 jia1 (an artist viewed as national treasure)...getting nearer...hahaha!! >.-

Monday, January 03, 2005

@ 11:44 PM

my body is aching a little..haha...and i guess it will worsen tomorrow..

played badminton today!! yeah...it's been almost one year since i last played? very long ago...i can't even remember... played with andrew, jeanie and pS...guys like to play those *suddenly hit very lightly and smacking at the other moment* strategy...=S was running like mad. and never do warming up before playing. so could feel that the muscles was pulled.. that kind of strategy and stunts...i can't perform it/them.. watch those badminton tournament...i hate the ppl doing that. haha...only one word comes to my mind. "despicable" wahaha..but that's how the game goes.....

why is mr. card maker so secretive of his birthday? haha...finally he gave me the answer...i shall see if i can give him the surprise...he sounds like a little kid. haha! but it will not be a surprise le anyway! haa.. shall hypnotize him..make him forget...so that i did not ask for his birthday and he did not tell me? haha...crazy..

Sunday, January 02, 2005

@ 7:37 PM

bored bored bored......................

i really feel very bored. for 3 consecutive days!! oh wad the...... let me begin from the eve. watched tv...and there was nothing but countdown programs...and i missed vanness' performance. yikes. went into the room and complained to mum...i just rem i kept saying "i m so bored!!" haha.. and i started doing cross-stitching. i nearly completed it. i was thinking...i was hoping rather. by the time i finish the cute pair of keychains, i wanna find my true love. haha! so i din continue when i realize i was about to finish it. there's practically no guys in my life right now. yep.

slept till 1pm on 2 consecutive days already. new year day and today. the weather. just make me wanna stay in bed..covered up...and sleep.....

i just stayed home these few days....ahHhh..saddening. well, that's me lah.

i continued doing the cross stitch today. and this time i heck care. haha..just finish it. forget about that hope. and now i have this cute pair of keychains!! hehe...for who?? don't know...for me to keep.

oh yah...people...please visit this website!! haha...it's just so cute!! i love egg~* hontoni hontoni kawaii ne!! http://www.iloveegg.com/winopen_ani/eggsong.htm =P

jeanie....u have boyfriend le...aHhh..ryan says i will be neglected..haha...but still, ryan and me will continue to suan you~* hehe... watch out!

hmmm....what's that weird feeling that has been bothering me these few days about....yeah. i really want to have someone by my side.. when is he dropping from the sky above?? haha..